Emma... you know how I do the P instead of the first
initial of someone's name? (DANG, my secret is out.) Well, if I did
mine, it would be Pariah! ha, um, it is a good thing that I just go by
Mariah on here.
So, life.
Life is
going pretty perfectly right now. I am working at Subway - or Pubway,
although it isn't a pub. That has been really nice, but sometimes
boring. We are right by a bay, and so we get a lot of customers in the
summer. Now, the beginning of summer right after a recent oil spill at
said bay? Not so much. This means cleaning, cleaning, organizing, and
prepping. Oh, and cleaning. I can't complain! I have a job with some
cool people! And I get to make sandwiches! Today I made someone's
Philly steak and cheese sandwich, and he told me that it was the best
looking sandwich he has ever gotten at a Pubway, and that it was just
like his ma was making it at home! I thought that was sweet. So the
fact that I get to make awesome sandwiches is a plus. A minus? Truckers
calling me "cutie" all the time. hahaha
I have to say,
too, that I am in love with my room right now. Why? I have a million
pillows and it is really orderly at the moment, and bright and cheery
and AWESOME! I have definitely learned, too, that my room is what I
make it! I like thinking that my room is a temple of sorts for me; a
place where I can ponder, pray, and understand what my Father wants me
to learn and do. I know that this is true for the home in general.
ALSO
-- where will I go on my mission? It still doesn't feel real to me
because I don't have a mission call, but I am trying harder to prepare.
It has been impressed upon me that I need to work hard so that I am
more fit for the Lord's work! As I prepare more, I feel more ready and
excited. I think that the idea of a mission scares the crap out of me,
so I haven't been as vocal about my excitement as others. I know that a
mission is right for me, and I am really excited to share the gospel.
But I guess I am just a fearful little ant! But, you know, I was scared
for college before I went--and now I miss college so much and love the
experiences I had and the people I met! BYU is a school of learning.
So is the temple. So is a mission. I know that I must let my faith
trump the fear. Because, hello, I am not doin' this alone!
Guess who we have on our side?
Our Savior! He is pretty much the coolest ever!
Well, adios, amigos.
Mishamigos.
--M
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